» March-Bad month ever!-hopefully not..

Monday, April 6th, 2009 by Najwa Haryani

Hurmm.. Sedey bulan Mac ni.. it was supposed to be my favorite month coz i keep waiting for this month every year.. unfortunately not this year perhaps.. i’m not in the good mood this month.. don’t know why.. tk sedap ati pon ada bulan ni.. mcm something will happen.. dengan Modul yang tk berapa gemar.. Entrepreneurship… waa.. tkmo niaga lagi… bln ni jugak teringat kat umah.. rasa nk duk umah. padahal br sebulan kt sini dah nak balik umah.. hehe.. jadila benda2 tk elok ni… My birthday time.. A lot of wishes from family,relative and friends.. Especially My New friends kt UniTAR.. i didn’t expect they know my birthday but they are.. Malu je.. Sume menyanyi dalam kelas.. Blushing tkau nk habaq merah muka.. cepat2 je nk blk malu.. tu je kot nk criter pasal birthday tu.. :( ..  Selang beberapa hari kemudian…18.3 taktau ape kena.. woke up at the wrong side of the bed maybe.. Setiap hari kena kejar2 bangun awal nk kejar bas.. lambat 5 minit ibarat lambat sejam.. haha.. so ape laei.. terjaga mamai kul 3 pagi igt dah lewat tersepak ape ntah dalam gelap.. sedar2 sakit n mamai.. tgk2 jam awal lagi ni.. tdo balik.. hehe.. sedar2 pukul 6 kaki jadi macam bom bengkak.. jalan sakit yg amat.. ingat nk gi gk kelas tp rasa tak terdaya.. pegi chek hospital dan x-ray.. Doktor cakap patah.. Speechless.. Sedey… Memang sakit.. sebelum tu kuat semangat jalan naik turun tangga.. Anjang suh pakai kerusi roda tknak.. degil.. kuatkan hati tahan sakit.. kt kat diri jangan susah kan org.. tp tup2 mmg dh susahkan sume pon.. sedey.. 1st chekup.. 2 minggu cuti.. kaki bersimen.. last week chekup dapat lagi 6 minggu MC.. katanya tk bersambung lagi.. Apela nasib kan.. Dr kecik sampai besa sakit je.. Susahkan mama Abah je.. Rasa macam nak quit Best tp sayang.. sebulan lagi kelas.. Dugaan2.. macam mane kerja ku nanti.. Berserah  sahaja pada-NYA.. ape yang terbaik buatku.. Setiap ape yang terjadi pasti ada hikmahnya..  Ya-ALLAH.. Semoga kesakitan ini menghapuskan dosa-dosaku.. Biarku alami di dunia dr di akhirat.. Buat semua.. Maaf andai ada salah dan silap.. dan andai selalu menyusahkan.. Terima kasih atas segalanya..









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3 Responses to “March-Bad month ever!-hopefully not..”

  1. nawwar Says:
    April 23rd, 2009 at 9:31 am

    dun worry sis..
    dats why it’s called life after all..
    every dark cloud has its own silver lining..
    anyway, He Knows and we knows not..

  2. Nadia Says:
    April 24th, 2009 at 12:06 am

    sabar dik eh..

  3. Najwa Haryani Says:
    April 28th, 2009 at 5:47 pm

    yeah.. hopefully though.. smtime i felt that i’m such a bad luck.. the bad things follow me all this while.. tp tk elok kan pk macam tu.. but i’m reaally tired.. tired of kept troublesome others.. and its really hurt of knowing/realize that i’m discomfort others.. :)

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